Have you ever been in love ?
Horrible isn't it ?
It makes you so vulnerable
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up
You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life
You give them a piece of you
They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore
Love takes hostages
It gets inside you
It eats you out and leaves you dying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends',,'im not good enough for you' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart
It hurts
Not just in the imagination
Not just in the mind
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain
love just like a games
so don't hate the games,hate the players
